The weather has been so on and so off lately. On: torrential downpour and you're soaked within a second. Off: bright blue skies with puffy white clouds. On: SURPRISE! It's really night time at noon and hail feels better when they're sized as golf balls.
This inconsistency seems to have leaked it's way not only in Mama Nature's life but into the life of everyone I seem to know and their sisters.
One minute: happy go lucky. Next minute: clouds of resentment and hatred. Has everyone become bipolar or is everyone on edge that 2012 is coming along with the end of the world?
This attitude has absolutely rubbed off on me in small doses, but I've been so lucky to have been so busy that I don't even realize it until I find about two minutes to take a breather. That's when one second I think about how I lucky I am, then all of a sudden I'm hit with this stomach turning emptiness as I think about how lonely and stranded I've become. Then I think about all the great things I have to look forward to then strikes fears about what will happen after graduation. Vicious cycle-thunder sun lightning sun happiness sadness smiles tears.
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